Can't help, but...

I think of you and us every now and then. It's funny... are you even back with her? Is she okay? Did she stop drinking? I still care about you immensely and I still miss you a little bit. However, after seeing you yesterday... I feel as if I don't know who you are anymore? Lately, you just seem so careless... Maybe you have been this way forever, but it was just different with me for a little bit. I don't know what to say. :/