I was married... To whom, I don't remember, but he... he was my absolute dream guy. I was still around church and a leader too. We were in our early twenties. I gave birth to a beautifuly baby girl, a little bit disappointed at first that it wasn't a boy, but I gave in when I saw her beautiful face. She was abnormally small and need more care then ever. She never cried, and hardly ate, but slept a lot. She was always in my arms and in other people's arms that I only trusted. LOL, she was able to repeat after me... when I said people's names. It was cute. One day, my husband and I went out with Lily. We saw our old friends... the people back then in our high school days. They mocked us... They said we were too young to get married and we didn't know crap. My husband got offended and said we were in love and we were not too young. We grew up unlike any of them and actually went somewhere with our lives. They shutted up and said sorry. One of them asked to hold my baby. I hesistated, but let... since this was a very old friend. He lost my baby... and I pushed him down and got on top of him and was about to deck him in the face. He was among tears. My husband pulled me off because Mike, Sean, and Father Juan threatened to fire me, LOL. I went around the whole town looking for her and crying. My husband did too and finally like a year, we gave up. We packed our bags and went to Europe. My husband joked around and said maybe it was fate so now you can give birth to the first baby boy you ever wanted. I punched him in the gut. LOL
What a hella weird ass dream.

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