Take time to realize,

I liked how it was today when it was just the two of us. It reminded me of why I started liking you in the first place. Unfortunately, it didn't take long for reality to hit and destroy the tingly senses of my feelings of restored admiration for you. I desperately want to be there for you, but I can't be sure if it's for as either a friend or your girlfriend again. The most important thing is I want the both of us to be happy and I'm beginning to think that can't happen with the two of us together. We both have flaws that neither of us can tolerate with. Undeniably, we are also too stubborn for each other and maybe I just don't like you enough to let you win. It'd also be a different story if I liked you enough to NOT let you win. I don't know... There are so many things I dislike about you and I wish I could change about you which probably proves a point that we shouldn't be together. Nobody should be in a relationship where they would want to change their companion in any way unless, maybe for a very beneficial turn of perspective. I just wish you were more open-minded and understanding so you can possibly see the world in a different light. It seems as if you went through high school with not enough drama to give you the opportunity to GROW UP.

If I had half a penny for every time you pissed me off, I'd probably have two mini-coopers right now... One for me and one for my best friend. It just frustrates me, but can't you see? I care and just want what's best for you. We have more than enough down's than up's, but you still mean something me.