Codependency.

I hate it. It's another point in time where I just want to be alone again. It feels better when there's absolutely nobody by my side. I try so hard, so very much hard to have the teensiest bit of hope in the person who claims to be there for me and they fuck it up so much. I don't want to depend on anyone because when I do, there's always has to be room for fucking disappointment. Well, the disappointment is overflowing like a volcano erupting and destroying the island of Hawaii and I'm Hawaii. It's another matter of mere days where I'll break completely. I don't know if I can survive this summer. I still don't see myself heading anywhere.